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Today I asked Narcisa how it was possible that a being of such genius and supernatural vision and intellegence could’ve been born to live among such ignorant peasants. She looked at me and said, ‘Joni Shaw is not the ignorant peasant!”
I was flattered. But I told her I was actually referring to her family of origin, her ignorant, bible-spouting ass of a mother. That’s when she told me, “she used to be very e’smart, Cigano. When I was the little girl she wasn’t always these ways like now. Before the stabbing
attack, she was the intellectual, always read and seeking truth and the knowlege. She e’smoke the herb with poetry peoples an’ read all bout everything. She know all the grand mind peoples too, like Paulo Coelho an, Chico Xavier, an’ always travel to look for more the knowledges. Was only after she stab she changes, Cigano. Was then the clones doctors make her to take it all the crazy medicines for make it she same like thems. E’stupid robot peoples. Then she go with the clones peoples to e’stupid jesus church, an’ then she finish. She thinking an’ talking same like them. She terrify for these devil they tell her about it, so now she fucked up an’ crazy from take it all the crazy medicine and go the brainwashing in Jesus church.”
I shook my head. I will never fully decipher the crazy jigsaw puzzle of Narcisa. And still still still, I try as best I can to keep up with her alien intellegence, simply because it is there before me, beckoning me deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole…

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NOTIFICAÇÃO: Os eventos relatados neste site são contos de ficção registrados na Biblioteca Nacional com todos os direitos autorais revertidos ao autor Jonathan Shaw. Os personagens mencionados são inteiramente fictícios. Certos eventos, personagens, lugares e relatos, foram baseados em fatos reais, porém qualquer semelhança a qualquer pessoa viva ou morta se trata de pura coincidência. As várias fotografias apresentadas se encontram com o rosto distorcido para preservar o anonimato das modelos que representam personagens fictícios.